C.B.I Sanctum

Rust on the Walls; Blood on My Hands

(Read at your own discretion for anyone who reads this, please take care of yourself. I'm okay!)

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Hey...are you there?

887: I'm here.

"I don't have to see you right now." (Mt. Washington - Local Natives)

887: Cut it out haha...what's this for anyways?

I'm trying to show you something, slick, warm, bloody.

887: I've seen enough of that, for what purpose does this serve?

It serves everything I ever needed from you, please? There's so much static and it's killing you.

887: I enjoy it.

You enjoy it?

887: If it means I don't have to see you, then good, let it happen, I'll cover the walls in my own blood, enough to make metal rust, to meet an excess of oxygen forever.

Why....?

887: You can't do this to me, not when I want out...because I want out.

This isn't really fair.

887: Come on, pick up that attitude!!!

I'm trying to, but as always you sick fuck, you're forgetting something.

887: The mirror.

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When you remember what's in the mirror, do you remember?

887: A little, but I'm still wanting for less blood within me. Please get to the point, I'm hurting so much already, I've been hurting since ****.

Okay, I know, I know, I'm sorry, but I too love how your blood feels on your hands when I hold them, and smearing it across your face too.

887: What are you even talking about haha....you know you're on the verge right?

I am, and I'm always going to be.

887: That's not true.

Why are you crying?

887: It hurts....It's 1:43 AM, and it hurts.

Why?

887: Static again....I want to visualize it, in time.

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It's a mirror too, isn't it?

887: It really is, haha, I'm so fucking torn, let's both be honest here and cut the tension. I'm so....unabashedly....

Let me stop you. Are you ready?

887: No, fuck please not yet.

This is how it should be, though, shouldn't it be like this

887: Help me.

No.

887: Let me engage with the serpent itself.

That's dangerous angel.

887: Why am I calling myself 887 anyways?

It's to signify how you feel, Victoria.

887: That's right, but that means I've been licking my own blood clean.

Yes, it's obvious.

887: Hey, despite everything, is it...too much?

too much? too much? too much? too much?too much? too much?too much? too much?

887: Uhm, yeah, too much.

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                           **RAINING FOR THE WHOLE DAY**

887: ...It's...not too much.

too much? of course not! hahahahahahahahaha!

887: You must have less of a grip than I do, and why is that I wonder?

I just can't help but look forward.

887: You're looking straight, not forward.

Get the wind away from me, get the clouds away from me, get the rain away from me, get the sun away from me, please put out the *************************************************************************************************

8 8 7: I can't hear you.

8 7 : Huh...?

7 : oh

: 3 numbers gone so that means

mm okay.

I'm back! Uh so sorry haha....something got ahold of me uhmmm blehhh. Haha ehhhhh, soooo what was I talking about anyways X3 Something nice I hope.

The title of this blog is sueepposed to be! errr "was" not supposed to be that.. but wasn't this supposed to be about the plans for everyone to go to Philadelphia?

Philadelphia is good, why the static?

... ....

(no response, no static)

Oh...sorry guys, it's been dismissed for now, but it comes in waves, like the idea of loving someone.

Well uh...I'm excited! It's in a month or so now....fun. Max is going super soon too :O, which is so awesome.

Everyone is scouting out the big cheese! city of cheese!

I'm sure whatever blog I have there will be a long one, cataloging everything.

Or...maybe nothing at all, it depends what that trip will do to my resolve. Hey so, what will it do, can you tell me?

..... ..... (no response, query_not_found)

Uh...

Should I do something so childish then? Something which wets my eyes? I'm glad I can even do that omg XD.

Okay let me do somethinggg childish.

NO!NO ! NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!NO ! NO! NO!

NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONNOONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONNONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111NO! NO ! NO ! NO ! NO!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!! NO....NO....NO....NO....NO....THAT. ISN'T RIGHT.ETHICAL.VIRTUOUS.HONORABLE.TRUE. NO. NO.! NO! NO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DON'T DO ANYTHING CHILDISH, STOP IT! STOP! STOP STOP!!! Please PLEASE@!!!!! DON'T SAY ANYTHING TO ME, DON'T THINK ABOUT ANYTHING, DON'T EVEN BREATH &&&&&&&&&&&&&&&^&*&%&*%$&#*%e! do************************* I don't care about anything at all.

Goodnight, and please take care of yourself.