Promise Me One Thing.
Dear Victoria, promise me this...
When you've come back from the war, will you write up your own custom theme for this blog?
This temporary one is fitting but, it's like La Dispute said, it's only temporary.
You quote that lyric forever don't you.
I know you do.
Promise me also, that you will see to it that you follow through on everything you mean to sell, don't just let it sit there, sell it, there's money to be made, and you've given up so much already.
There's no need to carry certain things forever, and there are needs to carry them all the same.
Can't you picture it fully now? A different life lived away from him, away from all of this?
I know you can.
I'll update your list; thus far your cork board has served you well.
You need a list though, split it, like the board...remember.
The Stargazer's Path
- Rid yourself of the sickening wounds
- Sell. Sell. Sell.
- Wake up on the right side of the bed, not the left.
- See stars without light pollution, see the Kennedy space center again, it's your dream isn't it.
- I could just mark the rest here, but that defeats the hyphen's purpose, these are other goals for you, extending the arms/scope of the memory board itself.
Hehe, that post you put on hold ties into all of this, you're drawing up silly daydreams of potential places for you to live.
Please, please Victoria, get out of there...it isn't, and is never going to be worth it, this isn't life, your dad isn't everything, you can't live if you aren't living at all and have no real personality around him, it can't infect you, even if you do whatever you can to remedy it, to avoid it, to continue that dual nature, it will eventually whittle in the end and become difficult.
The Computing Path
- Get your certs, network +, security +, keep an eye, comptia was bought out recently, cisco or other company certs may be better.
- Register DBA for company
- print business cards
- host some sort of speech at library, or something, just to get my name out there...every senior sort of already knows me for fixing their stuff, uhm hehe.
- any other needed equipment, build over time.
Is this still a letter?
Maybe.
Maybe I just want to focus, I've been blogging so much as of recent because this big act of me going to Philly is so soon, I can almost taste the fresh blood of doing something for myself, it's so fucking amazing. >_<
I don't know what else to say, other than, hang in there, and take care of yourself everyone!
- Victoria