"I stopped breathing in my sleep again."
(Fake blood warning, and cute hamster warning)
3:33 AM, but for no particular reason, it just so happened to be the time I opened this up..heh.
I've been plying HAM HAM Heartbreak lately, I think, quite possibly, with a thousand percent certainty, it's the best game of all time??? And here I thought I would keep Death Stranding 2 as my favorite...(kidding, Death Stranding 2 is absolutely my game of the year...It's everything to me, same with the first game.)
(okay this one made me laugh so hard....but Oxnard becamed loved again after this don't worry, it wasn't tears of heartbreak forever, ham. ham. heartbreak.)
Anyways...I went out to do some photos and videos tonight, like, for some projects of mine! It's so fun and overdramatic though >~<.
I'm gonna share some, but lots of fake blood and stuff! I also became a...what is it called a...a? "touhohs?" what is it ...called?!? I became a "touhous" tonight on accident?
Bad apple...?
Anyways! I took a lot, it kind of felt like one big Fooly Cooly reference though, I've frequented the highway near me quite often lately, as it's paired with these railroad tracks by my house.
But the underpass is where I feel most at home, it's close enough, quiet enough, and entirely a monument and a reminder to my time in childhood, at one of the hotels I lived at. The memories were all bad then, but sititng under that bridge....as this young kid, I didn't think much of it then but I think about underneath bridges often..how much weight have they carried throughout their life, and what did the king say to the river?
I think of these often, not just that bridge but another one, at a park I loved as a kid. Between a history of something mimicking childhood, there was this other bridge,, maybe it could have been like, I'm unsure, but this bridge calms me down!
Here are some photos I got from it though....some quoting songs I like!
(The Jim Yoshii Pile-Up - Hello)
I saw this cute, broken little kids toy...I thought "you could have been a monument" and wondered why that small thing made its way there. Just after finishing the thought though, I had another...even if it all like...sooo silly...and over the top, something about a broken kids toy reminds me forever of my childhood.
I don't need to get into that right now, but! I remembered I had the power to put it back together!
keep trucking on...choo choo?? sally forth!
^ fooly cooly under bridge?!
FOOOLY COOLY!! (fake cig obvisuoly, I will never EVER fucking smoke, or drink LOL)
(The Jim Yoshii Pile-Up - Hello)
Okay this one is a little fun, it's for a project of mine but I liked the dramatic nature of all that fake blood.
This one was some accidental but pretty light painting from my camera! The way the blue from my projector slides up, almost like the ocean was inverted, or perhaps the ground wanted to reach the sky or somesuch. It kind of reminds me of my favorite story of all time a little bit, The House in Fata Morgana. That whole game is a huge, huge, huge reason I am still here today, and it has this, "blue" ethereal feeling over almost everything, it feels like that to me.
I hold a great love for radio towers...I wanted to capture that rhythmic red, holding its weight high above...
I love having my hair down...it's so long, but extra fluffy and soft right now. I finally got my hands on this really super awesome shampoo and conditioner that I used to use...it makes it so so soft, and warm!
Well besides my little excursion...that first week of this semester went pretty great! But...I think I'm tired now, take care of yourselves everyone!
- Victoria