4:37 AM - Hamster
a quick one....august 20th, 4:38 AM, I have been doing some stuff the past few hours, but have had this urge to scratch some Hamtaro, Hamster needs. I can't I sleep with my precious little Hamtaro plushie every night!! I give him a billions of love! okay... ///>_<
But I decided to watch a bit of the Hamtaro birthday OVA special...
It's about Hamtaro going on this birthday quest to find his mom, and he goes on quite the adventure with some of his hammie friends.
However, the production quality and that warm tone of animation hit me in a certain way right now.
In the end, when Hamtaro and co finally make it to their destination where Hamtaro was born, and Yuki, Hamtaro's mom was at, they find out that....Yuki has passed away.
I started crying, so so so much...I know it's just hamsters and my Hamtaro lore is quite spotty but it felt really emotional.
If I was a kid....maybe very young, or maybe even 7 - 8...if I saw that OVA, and theres this absolutely wonderful scene where Hamtaro looks to the sky and talks with his mom...I bet if a kid saw that it could help them process death a little easier, feel a little safer.
You have such wonderful friends Hamtaro...
I want to hold my Hamtaro plushie extra tonight but he eate.d too many sunflower seeds, he too firm! >~< so he lay near me instead X3.!
What an amazing little special, I cried really really hard for some reaosn, it's probably the animation style, it's so warm, I really love how warm it is, and the cicadas too...it actually brings me back to a very particular memory, or, memories, undeniably precious, forever with me.
It reminds me of giant robots....the sound of a rubber belt moving. It is a very. very nice feeling. I get really bad night terrors at night which I have spoken about in this blog sometimes. I have some mild auditory hallucinations, and can pretty much never sleep, it is something clinical. My dreams can last forever and I tend to keep extensive dream logs, usually I keep picking up the dream in and out of sleep, and it always feels different.
this special, and hamtaro make me feel better.
It is so difficult, but I still find ways to sleep, i just love how hamtaro helps me, he is like a silly little angel...what an adorable series. I love hamtaro.
ime so sleepy now...
Goodnights...
Take care of yourselves everyone
(hamtaro episode 104, the milky way)